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In A Sea Of Spilled Milk

by Feelin Strange

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1.
Hurricane 02:00
can’t seem to sit still there’s a storm brewin inside me slave to my own will not even you could pacify me i mean what’s the point of even dropping it all? what’s the point of even learning to fall? if you won’t be there when i call out your name at all hurricane, hurricane heal my pain drift away taking all my pills thinking that’ll make me better oh yeah been running through green hills still feelin underneath the weather who says eyes get wetter? when you’re sad cause my eyes have been bone dry i’m just mad how can you claim you’ll be there if you’re bad at hearing when i’m calling your name hurricane, hurricane heal my pain let me drift away i mean what’s the point of ever learning to fall? what’s the point of even living at all? if i feel more alone at the end of the road i mean what’s the point of ever knowing you at all
2.
i’m not crying over spilled milk i am drowning in a sea of it i live with a thousand regrets sometimes i wish that we’d just never met i mean what good is experience if it was second best? (if that...) my head is reeling the paint just keeps on peeling from the walls inside my mind i can see clearly for the first time i thought you were good guy but you were consistently on standby you were fluttering around my head and my heart like a nuisant fruit fly but i’m a bad at goodbyes but remember my soft wood heart that you peeled away to harvest all my love and by the time you were done and licking your fingers and your thumbs you decided it just wasn’t enough but i don’t understand how it wasn’t enough (i gave you all my love) how can you be so unclear how can you be so fucking unclear i’m drowning in a sea of spilled milk you left me here you left me here i’m drowning i’m drowning
3.
i would offer love if you would hold my hand you can make me smile with your feet off the land standing in the sea looking right back at me i’m on a tightrope walking back into your heart and i’ve been gone for too long it’s absurd how much it hurt to be without you by side oh without you in life oh i don’t wanna be your friend i don’t wanna shake your hand i want you and i wanna count to ten and i wanna write in pen and in cursive too a note to you to tell the truth to make sure you knew and i’ll make sure you know what i really want and i’ll make sure you know how much it really sucked to be away from you ooo it made me feel so blue so blue (x3) cause i’m on fire quite a bit and i feel entirely consumed drowning in all of these emotions i just wanted you to know how i really i don’t wanna be your friend i don’t wanna shake your hand i don’t want you i guess i’ll count to ten i still wanna write in pen not in cursive to... not a note to you i’ll tell the truth and make sure you knew and i’ll make sure you know how it really sucked and i’ll make sure you know that you really fucked up and i’ll make sure you know how it really hurt me and i hope that by the end of this song i’ll be happy

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the stages of grief (all except bargaining) reflected through these three songs for your enjoyment, thanks for listening :)

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released January 31, 2020

i’d like to thank my extremely loving heart, my optimistic nature, and my favourite rose-tinted glasses for making all of these songs possible

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an homage to love in the heart of a young girl, all strange and new, immortalised for all to experience

2014-2020

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